Category: grandchildren and other loved ones

Reflections

There are many times when I wish I NEVER knew our oldest son. He has always brought more pain into my life than happiness. And that’s from his early youth and up until now. He never disappoints to disappoint. I remain hopeful and must take a break from that………….!I am thankful for all my children and love being a Mother and a Nanna. That’s all.

— feeling heartbroken.   That was my post from my FaceBook page and I did not think it would get comments like it did.  Mostly, I got a lot of support, and learned that I am not alone.  Many people said they would pray for me and my oldest son.  They gave me words of encouragement.  I hate to see any parent being and feeling sad because of a child.  I do hope and pray he gets it together sooner than later.  One person said I spoke a curse over my son and I begged the differ.  I remain hopeful.   At least in the meantime, my husband and I would like to enjoy our grandchildren that he helped make.  I am feeling better today.  Our youngest grandson came over last night and was with me until dinner time.  One of our son’s “babies mama” called me as well.  First, she sent me a message on FB saying I could come and get her son and that he can stay until Fri.  I did pick him up and we will have him until Saturday.  We first met him when he was six weeks old. We didn’t even know she was pregnant.  My middle daughter told me a girl messaged her on FB and said she had a baby by her brother and left her number.  My husband and I called her immediately, and I went the next day to go see my grandson.  He turned three this past Oct. 31.  He has been in our life ever since.   I haven’t seen our son in a few months and don’t know when we will see him again.   He usually only calls when he wants something or wants to show off something.  I try not to worry about him cause I don’t want to not trust the Lord.